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Complain
04:12
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Complain
words
all your lies
cant express
how i despise
fear
in my head
put there before
someone that said
everything around you now is falling apart
the lights are out
you dont know where to start
the mess in your head is something you cant explain
i know im alive as long as i complain
trapped
in this life
twist and shout
you cut like a knife
ya you cut like a knife
everything around you now is falling apart
the lights are out
you dont know where to start
the mess in your head is something you cant explain
i know im alive as long as i complain
everything around you now is falling apart
the lights are out
you dont know where to start
the mess in your head is something you cant explain
i know im alive as long as i complain
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2. |
Glittering
04:09
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Glittering
you were the star that was glittering
you left them all behind
there was nothing but the feeling
they said that you were divine
you were the star that was glittering
you left us all behind
never said that you were feeling
like your star wouldnt shine
dont stop now
youll make it through some how
dont think now
you gotta live some how
dont stop now
youll make it through some how
dont think now
you gotta live some how
in the dust that used to be the sun
the shadows of our shapes are on the run
no one here is ever coming back
were running down a dead end cul de sac
these days im feeling down
these days i dont make a sound
these days are long a harsh
these days it takes a lot of heart
you were the star that was glittering
you left them all behind
there was nothing but the feeling
they said that you were divine
ya so divine
you were glittering
we were glittering...
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3. |
Tonight It Comes
05:13
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Tonight It Comes
my hands are cold in the dead of night
hearing voices and i dont feel right
i feel her coming and its hard to explain
i feel her coming like a hurricane
...im so used up
save yourself
aphrodite on the way
her ring of fire
gonna burn you all the way
hang on i feel it coming this way
1000 years have led us to this day
in the dark of night
tell yourself its just insane
but its gonna find you
in the wind you hear your name
here she comes
shes gonna burn through me
cant escape indelibility
when the sun goes down
thats when they say
if youre not at home well you may as well stay
well you may as well stay…
save yourself
aphrodite on the way
her ring of fire
gonna burn you all the way
hey brother you cant hide tonight
you cant run
dont even try and fight
youll feel the fire from a mile away
and love will find you burn you every day
well i know youre coming round tonight
love is real but she aint always right
sometimes we feel it creeping in the night
nothing you can do
so hold on tight...
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4. |
My Girl Tokyo
03:45
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My Girl Tokyo
im back in tokyo
im as big as yoko
im lost but ive been found
im getting the feeling down
i wont be going home
cause im burning to my bones
im here for you
tokyo
i hear you calling to me
running thru the streets
bright lights that guide my way
she has so much to say
gonna scream all thru the night
and when the morning comes
ya shes the one
tokyo
gettin loved inside your arms
gettin drunk with all the stars
all these monsters killin me
theyre as friendly as can be
tokyo you never sleep
you really knock me off my feet
my girl says that shes in love
she fits just like a glove
feel the shaking underneathe your feet
feel the city underneathe your feet
im back in tokyo
super star just like bono
7 point 4 on the richter scale
it nearly knocked me off the rails
i wont be going home
youll never be all alone
im here for you
tokyo
gettin loved inside your arms
gettin drunk with all the stars
all these monsters killin me
theyre as friendly as can be
tokyo you never sleep
you really knock me off my feet
my girl says that shes in love
she fits just like a glove
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This Ghost Will Never Leave
some ghosts refuse
they wont go away
they haunt you in the night
they haunt you in the day
every where you go
everything you do
im watching all the time
im obsessed with you
this ghost will never leave
this ghost will never leave
this ghost will never leave
this ghost will never leave
your ghost is in my house
i hear your words and moan
i wake up in a sweat
your sex is in my bones
wont you leave me alone
this ghost will never leave
this ghost will never leave
this ghost will never leave
this ghost will never leave
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6. |
Black Birds
05:01
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Black Birds
black bird black bird
black eyes on me
watching in contempt
waves of the human sea
i feel his stare
looking down on me
warning the other birds
warnings of me
do you know secrets
do you know spells
i just keep walking
no he will never tell
cant help but feeling
under dark clouds
patient he waits
for us to just kill ourselves
black bird black bird
sometimes i dont sleep
is she really in love
does she think that im weak
black bird my friend
i dont wanna quit
but everything seems to be
pointing to it
black bird black bird
dont you worry now
soon well be gone
well end it some how
so join in your murder
fly thru the sky
call on the wind
that you hope we all die
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7. |
Charlie v.2
02:10
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Charlie
charlies on the run
hes got
troubles and a gun
he used to be in love
but she
just wasnt the one
charlies dressed in drag
and he
doesnt look that bad
just closes his eyes
as he
wishes what he had
the night is never over
the partys just begun
he cant be any stronger
hell never be the one
well charlie is a good guy
charlie isnt bad
sometimes life can make you
miss the ones you had
charlies on the run
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8. |
Johnson Valley
04:35
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Johnson Valley
(Joshua Tree, CA, Dec. 2009)
moonbeams and meth-heads
in divine light
and no clouds over us
no clouds tonight
boulevards of white trash
and trailers in isolation
i wonder what happens
when no one is looking
maybe its gold
or maybe its you
maybe the road
or maybe what you said
its what we left behind
like the salt of the sea
the blur became clear
in johnson valley
your photos are graphic
in black and white
granite and cactus
in demi-god light
these bones reach out
theyre reaching out to you
these scars are stretching
for something new
tonight theres nothing like the open road
theres nothing ever gonna make us old
you and me and the setting sun
and all the fears are gonna come undone
maybe its gold
or maybe its you
maybe the road
or maybe what you say
its what we left behind
like the salt of the sea
the blur became clear
in johnson valley
we left it all behind
in the sun
in the light
i believe in the fight
in the sky
in the blue
well im burning for you
like a song
like a dream
we can fly to the moon
i can feel
i can scream
ya well be there soon
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9. |
Mastermind
03:44
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Mastermind
i just cant believe
i just cant conceive
no one in control
no one at the wheel
let the rocks just roll
wheres the god damn mastermind
i need some black juice berry wine
gimme what i want
gimme what i need
i wanna kill some time
so whos gonna tell the story
of my imminent demise
dont gimme that god shit
wheres the master mind
i wanna kill some time
i wanna meet the bastard
that left you here with me
i wanna meet the one
that pissed all over me
the one youre praying to
the one that set you free
give me what i want
give me what i need
gonna make you mine
you just gotta believe
you gotta trust in me
give me what i want
give me what i need
gonna make you mine
you just gotta believe
i wanna kill some times
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10. |
Strings
03:21
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Strings
broken hearts and broken dreams
nothing now is ever what it seems
they cut ya deep ya they stay with you
did you think youd ever find the truth
what are the things that pull your strings
hey ho hey ho hey ho hey
long ago and far away
you were waiting for a better day
saw the light at the end of the tunnel
didnt know how much that you were in trouble
hey ho hey ho hey ho hey
pictures now collecting dust
outside the world is bathed in rust
you believed in what they preach to you
ya now you have a whole new view
hey ho hey ho hey ho hey ho hey ho hey ho hey
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11. |
The Deep
04:14
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The Deep
counting days
upon our backs
we raise the sails
and pound the tacks
rise and fall
upon the ship
wait for land
or just a tip
now our hearts are sinking
and the waves are breaking
down she goes
with all aboard
over the edge
into the horde
a final sleep
within the deep
and now the sea
their secrets keep
sea is gray
the sky is black
no one knows
if well be back
beneath the waves
our greatest fears
for those weve lost
we shed our tears
now our hearts are sinking
and the waves are breaking
down she goes
with all aboard
over the edge
into the horde
a final sleep
within the deep
and now the sea
their secrets keep
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12. |
Black Nite
03:35
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Black Nite
black nite
out of sight
like the ocean
and waves of light
black nite
full of stars
no more tears
for who you are
in the black
its upside down
dont know where to turn
dont know whos around
black nite
the feelings right
some day
im gonna put up a fight
black nite
another down
living like you want
on the wrong side of town
brave brave boys
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13. |
Shine Sublime
03:37
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Shine Sublime
flying high
like stars in the night
wont stop until i die
wont stop until im out of time
wont stop now til im out of time
the feeling now is so sublime
makes you shake when you got the shine
when you live across the line
dreaming
gone down that road
lost my mind
looking for a way back home
wont stop now til im out of time
the feeling now is so sublime
makes you shake when you got the shine
when you live across the line
your love
is spinning me around
im never never
coming down
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Shine Sublime
flying high
like stars in the night
wont stop until i die
wont stop until im out of time
wont stop now til im out of time
the feeling now is so sublime
makes you shake when you got the shine
when you live across the line
dreaming
gone down that road
lost my mind
looking for a way back home
wont stop now til im out of time
the feeling now is so sublime
makes you shake when you got the shine
when you live across the line
your love
is spinning me around
im never never
coming down
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The Devil And The Storm
02:50
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The Devil And The Storm
i miss the wind
blowing through the streets
the flood of water flows
across your feet
summer eve that smells of
thunder storms
flash of lightning
and the world transforms
wash away the pain and misery
let it burn
let it bleed
hope the devil doesnt come for me
in the moment
of your need
choose your side
dont wait for me
back in the summer
1983
the age of youth
was like divinity
everyone of us
we had a plan
we were going to
the promised land
but the promises no longer stand
let it burn
let it bleed
hope the devil doesnt come for me
in the moment
of your need
choose your side
dont wait for me
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16. |
Arrow
04:16
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Arrow
arrow of love
through a heart of stone
like a river of life
through a desert of sand
perpetual soul
this life is dust
i do what i can
i do what i can
theres something in you…
shes coming down
now shes bringing love to town
shes coming down
shes bringing love to town
arrow of love
through a heart of stone
this life is dust
dont leave me alone
her skin is fire
electric light
ya baby i want you tonight
maybe the love in the deepest night
that you know is real is gonna make it alright
one step from the great unknown
one more love that can break your bones
she locked me up
and she has the key
does it mean that she will rescue me
were one step from the great unknown
one more love burning to the bone
shes coming down
now shes bringing love to town
shes coming down
shes bringing love to town
arrow of love
through a heart of stone
this life is dust
dont leave me alone
her skin is fire
electric light
ya baby i want you tonight
theres something in you…
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17. |
Square Hammer
03:56
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The End Of The End
if i said its the end
would you know what to do
would you know what to say
when they come for you
its the end of the end
and maybe we couldnt see
but ill tell you again
its the end of me
its the end of the end of the end
in the end we all transcend
so you cashed it in
all the love in the sea
and the stars were aligned
but not aligned with me
we cried all day
like the lover who lost
and you wondered aloud
was it even worth the cost
the end of the end
is a sudden drop
i thought it would last
ya i thought it a lot
dont believe these lies
no matter what they say
in the end it was you
at the end of the day
its the end of the end of the end
in the end we all we transcend
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19. |
Glorious Ghouls
03:36
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Glorious Ghouls
on the outskirts of town
where the ghouls fool around
theres a special place
where its going down
now any time of day
theres a party they say
they will accomodate
any new born strays
glorious ghouls
all dressed to the nines
getting down making love
and having ghoulish times
well its after dark
or maybe just mid day
the glorious ghouls
they dont care anyway
so i stopped for a bit
i had to question it
was it worth my attention
or was it just bullshit
i knocked on the door
and mr i wasnt sure
but the ghoul pulled me in
and ya she was the cure
glorious ghouls
all dressed to the nines
getting down making love
and having ghoulish times
well its after dark
or maybe just mid day
the glorious ghouls
they dont care anyway
now i live all night
and i live all day
with the glorious ghouls
i finally found my way
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20. |
Artificial
04:00
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Another Song About The Ocean
did you run away from the pain and cold
did you ever care if i was getting old
this could be the last night i stand
upon these rocks
waiting for the sun to come up up up
now the ocean looks so big
so much between you and me
did you feel the water
underneath your feet
did you feel it boil
underneath your skin
like the stake through my heart
that you just put in
waiting for the sun to vaporize my skin
now the ocean looks so big
so much between you and me
now the ocean looks so big
so much between you and me
did you ever feel what you said was true
did you ever know im in love with you
the stake through my heart
that you just put in
burns like when you touch my skin
now the ocean looks so big
so much between you and me
now the ocean looks so big
so much between you and me
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22. |
Charlie
02:08
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Charlie
charlies on the run
hes got
troubles and a gun
he used to be in love
but she
just wasnt the one
charlies dressed in drag
and he
doesnt look that bad
just closes his eyes
as he
wishes what he had
the night is never over
the partys just begun
he cant be any stronger
hell never be the one
well charlie is a good guy
charlie isnt bad
sometimes life can make you
miss the ones you had
charlies on the run
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23. |
Blessed Night
03:15
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24. |
Jubilee Street
06:38
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Variously made up.
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25. |
The God
03:30
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The God
there once was a god
that did not care
she burned the place to the ground
and she poisoned the air
but i bet you believe
in divinity
now shes bored
working nine to five
no one knows who she was
not since '75
ya she misses the days
when she felt alive
now they say shes a fraud
they say shes a clown
they see her drunk
all over town
washed up and useless
just looking for love
that cant be found
there is a first death
before the second death
in slow motion
we hardly notice until
its too late
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carol blaze San Francisco, California
Carol Blaze is darkwave, psyfi rock created within a world of cyber-space, analog performance, and dark imagination.
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